pictures of you...05/01/1989

"I've been looking so long at these Pictures of You
that i almost beleive that they're real
i've Been living so long with my pictures of you
that I almost believe that the pictures are all i can Feel"

from "disintigration", 5/1/1989, track 02

pictures of you
I've been looking so long at these Pictures of You
that i almost beleive that they're real
i've Been living so long with my pictures of you
that I almost believe that the pictures are all i can Feel
Remembering you standing quiet in the rain
asI ran to your heart to be near
and we kissed as The sky fell in holding you close
how i always Held close in your fear
remembering you Running soft through the night
you were bigger And brighter and wider than snow
and Screamed at the make-believe screamed at theSky
and you finally found all your courage to Let it all go
Remembering you fallen into my arms
crying For the death of your heart
you were stone White so delicate lost in the cold
you were Always so lost in the dark
remembering you How you used to be
slow drowned you were Angels so much more than everything
oh hold For the last time then slip away quietly open
open My eyes but i never see anything
If only i had thought of the right words
i could Have hold on to your heart
if only i'd thought of The right words
i wouldn't be breaking apart
all My pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you
but i Never hold on to your heart
looking so long for The words to be true
but always just breaking Apart my pictures of you
There was nothing in the world that i
everWanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world that i
everWanted more than to never feel the breaking Apart
all my pictures of you